Thursday, December 27, 2007

What I Will Do To You and Why You Will Love Me Anyway

I will enter the house of your soul with
Chili pepper lights
String them up above your head

Dance on your rug to loud music you will not like

Bake awful pies and order takeout

Paint garish colors on your ceiling and tell you how they work together

Throw parties where I am belle of the ball and
Flutter my wings until
The breeze whistles in your ears

You can run as fast as you like but not keep up with my
Train of thought

You will never give me enough attention
There isn't enough

You will not understand my words, at least not
All of them

You will disappoint me
Not once but many times

But I will glow in such a way that will make you wonder
How you lived without light before I entered
Your house

Thursday, December 20, 2007

Chronicle

It becomes like a shrine
this clever article
of faith
that tells a convincing story
washed in fiction
of what will become
of my willingness
to love

In each chapter, each word
lives ten thousand years of
faded believing
I lived it
I told it
I shared the gifts from this book

And they were left outside my temple
like unwanted children
The bitter cold of
rejection biting at their hearts
tears stain their cheeks
not marred by contempt
but only
indifference

It is an alter of burned faith
where these yellowed
paper leaves shuffle with their own life
their brittle truths still shine
and some have used that light
inhaled it
filled themselves up
became inspired, yet still
exhaled and walked away

The pages shift in the wind
fall open to the perfect place where
that epic ended in a sad whisper

But the next line is
"Once Upon a Time..."

Tuesday, December 04, 2007

Crystal Mountain

Where is my sign?
My omen
White owl
Black stone

That which chooses
The paths
That I must
Live
Walk and own

My soul can wander
Aimlessly
It has done so for years

No destination
No end
No place
Black eyes
Gray heart
White face

Bones bleached
And stacked
Upon them only a brief
Rain fell
Pale tears

And they spoke to me of
My paralyzing fears
That keep me frozen
In my own time

Suspend me in
Dark discord and
Lock out my rhythm
Disconnect my rhyme

Out of mind
Out of sight
Out of body

That wisp of spirit
Wanders
The blackened roads
Resists the pull

From the talisman
I seek
But never find